Right Timing

May 21, 2014 by  
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Discovering the “right” time to make a shift.


Is this how time feels for you lately?
With thanks to Salvador Dali.

When I look at this image, I very much relate to wanting to hand over all the clocks to someone or something else and forget about the ridiculous emphasis we have put on punctuality and time in general.  Time is part of our illusion.  It’s definitely “time” to let go of time.

Simultaneously, as we live in the NOW moment, which is the only “time” that exists for Infinite Consciousness who is, after all. who we are, the concept of “right timing” still seems to important in my life.

Consider that I, like most everyone else, is experiencing physical challenges as I move through the ascension processes.  With all the energy shifts and transformational changes to every part of us, how could I not be experiencing physical symptoms?  Still, it has not been a fun ride, although as my ascension buddy says, it is wise to honor and love our bodies and to work with them as they go through this experience.

So as I endeavor to assist myself, I keep seeking ways to feel better and to have to more energy.

To my amazement, my guidance recently has been to do some acupuncture treatments.  Now I’m not entirely new to acupuncture.  Some years ago – maybe 15 or more years ago – I did have some acupuncture treatments.  I found them very painful, as I’m very sensitive, and not at all helpful.  These days, I’m even more sensitive than I ever was before, but I have also learned over the years that I have a high tolerance for pain.  Perhaps that’s not a blessing, but who can say??

Higher Guidance is always loving.

When you choose to live from higher guidance, you discover that that guidance is always loving and always nudges you in the direction that best serves you.  So, with some trepidation, I decided to do some acupuncture treatments, after being nudged in that direction.  Apparently, this was the “right time” for me to do it!


Yes, the treatments are still painful, at least while the needles are going in and for a bit thereafter.  However, the benefits far outweigh the discomfort of the needles.

To my complete amazement, these treatments are accomplishing even more than I imaged possible.

For one thing, my physical structure is more stable and integrated, and there is less physical pain everywhere.  This means that I need chiropractic less often and I can do hatha yoga and other things without my pelvis shifting and my ribcage twisting and other parts of me feeling as tho’ their falling apart.

In addition, I am breathing better for longer periods of time.  Since I tend to detox through my lungs, having my meridians flowing correctly takes reduces the need for my lungs to work so hard to clear stuff, and they can strengthen and return to greater ease of breathing.

I am also sleeping better, which is not only essential for good health – because our bodies can only repair themselves while we sleep or rest deeply – but also because this regenerates our energy.  More energy is just that –   more energy to do things – more energy to think clearly.  Wow!!  This is a great gift.

Another wonderful result of the acupuncture treatments is that I’m warmer from the inside out.  My metabolism is being recalibrated so that not only is digestion improved, but overall internal warmth is increasing.

So why didn’t acupuncture work for me years ago when I first tried it?

We’re back to “right timing.”  Years ago, I was floundering around trying to figure out what to do to feel better. I tried many things, and most of them didn’t provide much benefit.  The difference is, I believe, that my body is ready for these treatments so I’m receiving the maximum benefit.

I attribute my ability to get exactly what I need  – in perfect timing – because I have chosen to live from higher guidance.

By living from higher guidance, I am shown exactly what would be most beneficial in the current NOW moment.

And my guidance is always correct because my I Am Presence has perfect timing!!

Coming Home to My Heart

February 16, 2014 by  
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I have for many years longed to go “home” – back to the higher realms.  Life in physical is full of challenges, and so often it feels like, “You know what?  I’m ready to depart.  I’m done with this!  Time for something else.”

Recently, I’ve learned another perspective about “home”.

I was shown by my I Am that my heart space – the energetic space we call the heart chakra – is my true home while occupying a physical body.

This first dawned on me as I was preparing to teach the teleclass. Coming Home to Your Heart.

I found myself not only thinking about this in my head, but actually sinking down inside my heart center and feeling how warm, loving, and powerful the space of my heart truly is.  It does feel like “home” to me.

Over the last 20 years, I’ve visited my heart center many times.  I’ve participated in Fire Ceremonies there with Brahamin priests, transformed fear and anger into courage and love, learned to listen to my physical heartbeat, and energized my Divine Spark.

I had gotten out of the habit of visiting my heart center last year, so I guess I shouldn’t have been surprised when my I Am suggested that I teach Heart Centered Living this year.  When I questioned this, I was told that being in and living from my heart center continues to grow in importance on my spiritual path.  I was also told that to continue to be of service to others, I must go in the direction of expanding my heart, creating more space in my heart, and learning to love and accept myself more.

So I decided to look around online and see what I could learn from others about being heart centered.  Sure enough, I was guided to websites that had the perfect information and experiences for me.  Some of these I’ll be share in the new course, and others still need to be integrated into me before I can share them.

So I am, indeed, coming home to my own heart.  It’s turning out to be quite an adventure!


“My secret… It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.” – The Little Prince, by Antoine de Saint Exupery


Exploring Your 2014 Timeline

January 6, 2014 by  
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Last Saturday morning I gave free teleclass on the subject of Exploring Your 2014 Timeline in Non-Linear Time.

During that class, I guided people through a conversation with their December 31, 2014 aspect.

Today I want to share some of the answers I received when I asked the same questions to my I Am Presence.

  1. What are the 3 biggest challenges I will have in 2014?  Fear, anxiety, and depression. These come from hanging on, rather than letting go.  If you let go and trust, they will dissolve and not be an issues, but if you continue to cling to the way things were or what you think is best, rather than what you feel is best, these will continue to challenge you.

  2. Which of these is the biggest one for me?  Fear.  You will struggle to maintain your balance while the world experiences “earthquakes” – not in the physical earth, but in the human sphere of 3-D structure.  These must collapse, so focusing on what is being created will make it easier to let go of what is no longer appropriate for Earth and humanity.

  3. What resources do I have to asst me?  Divine Love.  Courage.  People whom you know who are already awake and others who are waking up now.  You will meet still others who have gifts to offer you.

  4. What am I resisting that might make this challenge more difficult?  You are resisting letting go of judgment.  When you stop judging and just focus on the Seeds of Equivalent Benefit, that is the way to have them emerge.  KNOW that you have already solved whatever challenge is before you and that the solution is perfect and beautiful and arriving in the now moment!

  5. What are 3 gifts I can receive right now that will accelerate my ability to move through this challenge?  –ASK FOR HELP.  You already know that you can ask for help from Source and all the “upstairs department,” as you call us.  So REMEMBER to do so.  –LOVE YOURSELF EVERY DAY.  Bring in Divine Love and let it go everywhere within you.  –EXPAND YOUR HEART.  Living from your heart is a great way to stay out of judgment.  The Heart doesn’t judge.  It just loves.

  6. How can I open myself to receive these gifts?  Focus on your heart center every day, more than once daily.  Opening your heart and living from your heart are a new key.  Use this key to manifest all that you are choosing.

If you participated in the teleclass or listened to the recording of that class, you are welcome to share what you received in a comment to this post, or just to comment.

Of course, everyone else is also welcome to comment.


Whatever Happened to “Ma’am”?

May 5, 2013 by  
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. . . and Don’t Ask Me How I Am!!!

I personally find it intensely RUDE, OBNOXIOUS, and DISRESPECTFUL when salespeople say, “How are you?” and call me “Dear.”

Yet this seems to be the current state of making a purchase in a store.

Whatever happened to “May I help you?”

Whatever happened to good manners?

Whatever happened to being polite and

treating people with respect?

– – – – –

Is it because my hair is salt and pepper

that I’m treated with such disrespect?

– – – – –

The dictionary defines “ma’am” as:

“Short for madam: used as a title of respect.”


I am not “dear” or “honey” or “sweetie” or any other term of endearment to a stranger behind a register, filling my grocery bag, or waiting on me in a store.

Why are all the salespeople like little robots, saying the same thing to you regardless of what store you’re in?  Who has been programming them all to say the same things?

And the next sales person who calls me “Dear” or “Sweetie” or some other term of endearment is likely to find themselves under arrest for invasion of my personal boundaries.

I’ve had it with this level of intrusion.

In case you’re wondering how someone like me, someone with whom the word “conservative” would never be associated, I don’t know how to explain it myself.  I just know that the current state of impolite speech and rude behavior in my world has become intolerable.

And if you do know me, you know that I’m not likely to keep my mouth shut about it.

So . . . look out, sales people, because I’m mad as hell and I’m not going to take this any more!!

I’m going to make myself a “name tag” that says,

Do not ask how I Am.

Refer to me only as “Ma’am”.

Otherwise, I’ll be complaining to your manager!


Dimensional Shifting Toy Mouse

February 23, 2013 by  
Filed under Animals and Nature Kingdoms, Nedda, New Posts


Mouse?  Mouse!  Where’s the Mouse?

Starlight's toy mouse collection.

Starlight and I were playing with a new toy mouse last night.  I threw the mouse and Starlight chased it, grabbed it, tossed it, wacked it about, and brought it back to me.

Did you know that Siamese cats retrieve?  Well, they do.  At least they do until they teach YOU to retrieve for them, which was the game Violet likes to play.  She sits atop the cat tree and I  toss toys at her and she bats them away like a keeper in Quiddich.  Great eye-paw coordination.  Then I’m supposed to find all the toys, pick them up, and throw them again.  But I digress.

So I tossed the mouse again and Starlight chased after it again and it rolled under the hassock, which has a skirt so you can’t see under it.  Starlight dived completely underneath (she still fits), but soon emerged mouseless.

Dimensional shifting mouse?

“Where’s the mouse?” I asked her.   Starlight gave a telepathic shoulder shrug.

I saw it go under.

Starlight saw it go under.

Starlight FOLLOWED it under.

So I peeked under the hassock.  No mouse.

I looked out the other side and under the chair behind the hassock.  No mouse.

Starlight looked bewildered.  I probably did, too.

From my childhood, I knew that things sometimes dimensional shift.  This is not the same as misplacing an item and forgetting where you put it.

The other evening, I misplaced a pair of reading glasses and despite searching unsuccessfully for a long time, I gave up and went to bed.  The next morning, the glasses were still missing.  I finally found them when I decided to put some books back in a bookcase in my office.  There on the shelf were the glasses, which I probably placed there while looking for the books.  I hadn’t looked there during my search, I so can’t claim to know for sure that they didn’t shift dimensionally, but it’s probably safe to say that they didn’t.

When I was a child, my sisters and I would throw a ball to each other on the lawn.  If one of us missed the ball, we could usually go right to the spot where we saw the ball land and pick it up to resume our game.  But not always.  Sometimes, we’d go to the spot and the ball had just disappeared.  Dimensional shift!!  Weeks or months later, the ball might show up – in exactly the spot where we had looked for it!!

But back to the mouse.

I carefully checked the entire side of the room where the mouse might have rolled or been batted by Starlight.

No mouse.

A little later, while talking on the phone with a friend, I spied a mouse of the same color on the far side of the room just sitting quietly with a few other cat toys.

Starlight commenting.

Is that the missing mouse?

Did it not only dimensional shift, but shift in space as well?

I’m not sure we’ll ever know.

But you and I and Starlight will know that toy mice CAN dimensional shift.  Hmmm.


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